5am
I am over-doing tea and paying the price (not sleeping enough – about 4 hours yesterday – and therefore tired and less effective) but also compensating with exercise, which makes everything work. But regardless of any glitches this experiment so far has been a spectacular success.
I wrote to a friend this morning:
I am pushing things a bit far, first with the caffeine and then with Rebekah.. need to slow down.. probably take a relaxed day today. Rebekah needs my attention and also the house in order to prepare for the psychologist (I think all this is a bit silly but it doesn’t matter what I think in this instance).
And yet I am still quite happy. I am really enjoying my life right now and extremely tripping on all these challenges that I am facing (work, money, wife and family). Without problems there can be no glory. I have a wonderful life and I would not want it any other way – even though it’s probably not the life for everybody, it is the life for me.
From tomorrow I intend to sober-up and get with the program in order to build-up to the 12 daily hours of focused intellectual work on weekdays. I am giving myself two weeks from Monday to find a job (which will bring me to 4 weeks on the program, which would be brilliant). All this very exciting and I am very happy.
